more from Cruikshank: one of the wills to online existence is (supposed to be) the desire to escape the body; she describes it as essentially a religious will to transcendence.
hikkomori: japanese boys who lock themselves away. she carries out a version of this, ultimately disappearing into the computer, in a sense (though in another sense she just dies)
a line from Cruikshank: the desire for virtual embodiment comes from a need to either restore a body that is felt to be absent, or to escape from the "meat". although incompatible, I can imagine one person feeling both these things.
Avatar dreams: An ethnography of desire for the virtual body by Cruikshank, Lauren Ruth, MA QUEEN'S UNIVERSITY AT KINGSTON (CANADA), 2001, 102 pages MQ59370
- need to go through the library website to get to this.